Hydrogyn - Vesper's Song lyrics

I'm looking for some comfort here On these golden streets of hell No one seems to notice me Crying through my sunshine shell I'm alone amongst another crowd In a prison fame has made People scream and shout on cue I'm famous till I fade Wanting to forget where I've been Numbing myself too much Drugs booze and men Being my every day crutch I burned up my mind Because my life was pain Ignoring my heart So lost in the rain No one could care All out of focus Except the stalkerazzi And the press I try to walk through life Remembering who I am Not a perfect person Just doing the best I can