Hush (US) - 24 Hours lyrics

I take a deep breath and unload every thought Everything I've ever known anything I was taught When I think I'm on a roll I have to slow down 'Cause my words get ahead of myself I know how To make you feel how I feel my words are so vivid See how I live it all I got to give is My pain my stress one blade and one knife Ends with one slice my name and my life All rests with my sons so they can do better I need to be here so we can be together But life is so hard seeing through these eyes A world with no heart believing these lies Can you be strong before your times up Looking to find what you've made your mind up There has to be a change so my seeds can reach Anything they can grasp anything to teach I got 24 hours to live my whole fate All I have left in my heart is one take One breath one sigh one d**h and one try One more reason to ask God why? It's my life it ends when I say So until my time is up on that day I'll be who I wanna be, do what I gotta do Live how I wanna live, prove what I gotta prove It's not so funny how we live each day Wake up go to work come home in replay We say we love life inside it's untrue Unless you got dollars aside it's not you I used to wake up call in or just quit 'Cause I couldn't stand a boss in my face for dumb sh** You know what I mean that boss with no life No sense no friends no kids and no wife Career motivated on an hourly wage Me well see I'm on a whole other page I gotta make money man f**k I got kids Whose father and uncles in time have done bids Iced out homies only preserve thugs To get what's deserved or they deserve slugs If murder was the case that they gave me Dear God I wonder can you save me I got 24 hours to live my whole fate All I have left in my heart is one take One breath one sigh one d**h and one try One more reason to ask God why? It's my life it ends when I say So until my time is up on that day I'll be who I wanna be, do what I gotta do Live how I wanna live, prove what I gotta prove What if in one blink you could end all the pressure Built up inside no one bares to measure To pain to hide inside with no stress No tears to be cried outside and no less Make it all wash away with one scream One shot one bullet one love and one dream Gone to a place where mouths never speak But thoughts convey words peep the technique My time is coming watch me when I shine I strive for something watch me when I rhyme Thoughts race through my head like track stars A hudred miles an hour inside like fast cars I can't slow down if I do it's all gone Everything I've done up 'til now and this song Ends right here my life and no fear My fight and my struggle to die with no tears I got 24 hours to live my whole fate All I have left in my heart is one take One breath one sigh one d**h and one try One more reason to ask God why? It's my life it ends when I say So until my time is up on that day I'll be who I wanna be, do what I gotta do Live how I wanna live, prove what I gotta prove