Hurt - Well lyrics

I wasn't able to deal with the pain and the loss And the darkness would surround me What could I've been? What should've been? Pain And with the state of affairs and the way that I was I took a pistol from the closet I loaded a round, opened my mouth Closed my eyes, said goodbye And ‘click' I would find Another way Now I was able to tell it was stupid as hell And the guilt was overwhelming Oh how could I do something to you Like that which had been done to me? I'm guessing either I'm dead or I'm lucky instead And the shame of this will haunt me These strange voices start to make noises Out of something void Then I made my choice to Find Another way Yes, I would Find Another way, yeah 'Cause I can barely eat And I can barely sleep And I can barely think of anything but… "Well, Well" Yeah, I can barely eat And I can barely sleep And I can barely think of anything but… "Well, Well, Well" Because the weight of the world was amusing to some We would sign a record contract And then you heard of me Said kind words to me And brought supplies when I was sick Now I'm dirty, in doubt and I'm empty as hell I knew better from the onset Of a party in a limousine With faces from a magazine A stripper's sitting next to me Just begging me to let her go and Find Another way Won't you find Another way, yeah  'Cause I can never eat And I can never sleep And I can never think of anything but… "Well, Well" Yeah, I can never eat And I can barely breathe And I can barely speak of anything but… "Well, Well, Well" Because no one Ever Really Could love me No one Ever should Yeah, no one Ever Really Should love me No one Ever would No one Ever Really Could love me No one Ever would Yeah, no one Ever Really Should love me No one Ever would