Hundred Inch Shadow - half alive lyrics

i don't believe you're leaving me like this i'm seeking for solutions and i'm lost i just never thought that i could be so lonely now tell me what's with our plans where are you when i'm in need where's the end couse i can't see i feel like i'm falling and i'm loosing all my pride i feel like i'm drowning in this nightmare called "my life" false pretences, you are cheating don't you know i'm not a toy? foolish lies i won't believe in am i wasting my time? i am thinking now don't know what i did wrong how could i anticipate what you would become i'm trying to forget i can't stop thinking why we fell apart i'm half alive