Circled by shadow for so long The fear of what is right or wrong Resentment bred by giving oh the cost I am here I am not here I am lost Angered by the love the pain I cannot hide The house I labored to build cannot find A touch so strong the strength that once was Is it here It is not here It is lost Flicker flame as I rest my head Held in the clutches of regret I go to trance In the candle red With every breath and step the search goes on With every day I discover I am torn Did love lie beside me once? And is it here It is not here It is lost