Human Drama - King of Loneliness lyrics

I am searching for the missing piece that makes me whole The hate I feel for what I have become allows me no control Truth has all but vanished from all I say and do If wishes did come true I'd wish for the purity I once knew I'm past the point of no return I'm past the point of caring I have screamed as loud as I can scream No one ever listens I am king of loneliness I can't give this crown away From never wanting anything I got too much of nothing As a boy I did believe if I closed my eyes I would disappear But I would always open them for fear it would be true Too much time spent inside and this Childhood logic is realized Now look I have disappeared I closed my eyes too long