Human Drama - The Battle lyrics

Should I remember so well days gone by? I wonder what it would take For I find so little to remember anymore Someone else's lies keep me from trusting your words Will the hearts left behind rear their ugly heads Then I find I want to believe what I'm feeling so bad CHORUS But what I believe battles what I have seen Leaves me lying in wait, old wounds start to bleed again What I believe battles what I have seen Leaves me lying in wait, old wounds start to bleed I smell the pillow then fight to untie Trembling hands and the vision of you by my side But what I can't take is when the vision is all that's left I stand by the river then try to decide I look in the mirror still I cannot stop Wishing and wanting which only waits for my word CHORUS How do I step across this fear? Swallows me whole with no sign of regret Takes me by the hand I cannot turn away CHORUS CHORUS