Hugh Lee - Letter Home lyrics

[Intro: Childish Gambino sample] You're the only girl that I have ever wanted Every other girl is trying to be you My mama says that I should write you letters But I think you're with other dudes Take my hand you'll like it You don't even have to call Yes, I've had some alcohol I'm sorry Take my hand You don't even have to call You're somewhere out there after all You're all I ever wanted [Verse 1: Hugh Lee] Dear Queen I ain't seen you in a minute Held this note a long time Finally decided to send it I ain't gone lie I took some shots before I wrote it Since you left my mind is racing and this liquor helps me focus If i could turn back the hands of time You'd still be here, and there'd be no need for this rhyme The pain I feel is deeper than the aftermath of rehab Tried to make it through twelve weeks, couldn't make it through 3 halves It was my fault, there was no one left to blame Wanna squeeze that .22 and paint the walls with my brains Lost the one person supporting me egging me on I can't stand it that you left it's like my legging is gone Dear God, please forgive me for my sins Exodus 20:13, but I ain't locked inside a pen Not on purpose, that ain't the point that I'm poking Neglected the loving you gave me more concerned with that potent Now I'm screaming bloody murder, but nobody cares And I can hear the devil laughing, cause God isn't there I feel the need to air it out, this here is confession These tears falling are real, ain't no silly expression You Know You Know, what I chose I won't see you when i get there cause the gates'll be closed Wasn't gone send this letter out, really wasn't at all But as I stared in the mirror I heard my conscience call And it said [Hook: Childish Gambino] Take my hand you'll like it You don't even have to call Yes I've had some alcohol I'm sorry Take my hand You don't even have to call You're somewhere out there after all You're all I ever want- [Verse 2] Really I should tell you, this here is goodbye I'm leaving this body, but in the next i can't fly. That pistol looks tempting, just get rid of my brain If I can't think anymore, then I can deal with the pain Obsessive think, obsessive drink, I swear I might go insane But you died from my drinking it's only right I'm the same So I'll just mix my gla** of tricks and hope my tickets up quick Ain't no mechanic, but I promise this'll be my last fix There's no one to leave behind, because I sent you away They'll find me in a few days, from the smell of decay When they tell my life story, please mention dismay I'm just evening up I gotta end it this way I won't stall any longer, I know I've waited too long Just had to make sure you got this letter at home, so uh... Tell the Lord I'm sorry I'm not stronger But I can't take the pain any longer that's why I'm saying [Hook: Childish Gambino] Take my hand you'll like it You don't even have to call Yes I've had some alcohol I'm sorry Take my hand You don't even have to call You're somewhere out there after all You're all I ever wanted You're all I ever wanted You're all I ever wanted You're all I ever wanted