Huey Mack - Adderall Thoughts Pt. 2 lyrics

[Intro:] These are my adderall thoughts These are my adderall thoughts [Verse 1:] Afraid to write this sh** for a second time Cause there's a whole lot of sh** going on in my mind Nowadays I feel like I'm so close Last sh** flopped I went pop, okay, I know Had to go and get that off my chest It's okay, it's in the past now I made mistakes but I'm cool with saying them out loud I'm tired of fronting like I'm perfect when I know I'm not People hate me and that make me insecure a lot Thinking back, making sh** on my Mac Never thought I'd be able to feed myself off Rap Maybe that was fate Maybe that was luck But who give a f** Cause I'm not the same kid that made wish me luck I want this sh** I need this sh** Can't leave this sh** I breathe this sh** I'm doing this cause I believe in this sh** That's the reason why I can't never quit [Hook:] These are my adderall thoughts These are my adderall thoughts [Verse 2:] Remember being a freshman at wvu Nobody ever thought my dream would really come true But it did, now I'm touring the country all year You never feel a rush Like when you hear that crowd cheer My biggest flaw is that I know I'm flawed And I can't really figure out why people applaud I guess the man in the mirror ain't the one on the screen I mean the person portray isn't the one that I see I'm tired of every girl I f**ed Telling me bout every girl I've f**ed Kinda make me think I'll never find love Don't know if I lost the one Cause she heard that song I wrote and hated who I become Now it's 11:11 and I'm Feeling bad for writing those rhymes But that's what I get for letting my heart speak And bleeding out all over these beats [Hook:] These are my adderall thoughts These are my adderall thoughts [verse 3:] Haven't wrote a song in two months My head's all f**ed up Going through depression That can happen to anyone Too afraid to speak so I'm writing it down Guess the fans are the therapist now Got an email from my dad on Christmas Don't even know how he got that sh** to begin with Maybe that's what happens when you get a little fame and sh** But how the f** you gonna leave a kid Then hit him up No harm, no foul Where were you when me and mom were in that red brick house Like you really think I need you now? Me and my sis don't speak I think I just remind her of him Try to talk but I really don't know where to begin Maybe I'm just selfish Maybe I'm just scared That I might die and nobody would really care Maybe I'm fine Maybe I'm just lost Yeah [Outro:] These are my adderall thoughts These are my adderall thoughts