HTMLFlowers - Fast Car lyrics

(True Emotion) [Verse1] Burn on my nose from the Amyl (ouch) I never sleep but I do (pa** out) With or without a script I take a Vali hit then I don't do sh** I sit and I sit and I sit And I sip and I sip and I sip (10 milligrams down) Yeah I got credit but I do not text I'm only good for emotionless s** That's why the DM is always un-opened I isolate my depression swollen I learnt sh** when I was a kid Yeah I really needed it then Mechanism for to cope with Same way daddy took a coke hit Hail stone, I was born cold Illinois cold, Illinois cold [Hook] I still, I live like a ghost even though I got out Of a place that nobody remember about Faded I'm fading your waiting but don't Want me to change but I promise I won't Tried once but I'm down now Took years now, just to live down All the fear now, no lies now Like how I'm even really here now? [Verse 2] Sun shine so loud here Not a single rain cloud I'm not from around here You know I'm not from around here Still in the trailer park state of mind Some things are hard to leave behind I wish we had a fast car I wish - but we didn't so it went like Real dad dead so that's done New dad has a job new dad has a truck Mama had a second son New dad do blow but he don't shoot up Grandma don't like new dad Mama gotta bruise shaped like dads hands Dad keep losing his patience Everyday mama wearing more foundation Everybody knows but nobody gonna say [Hook] I still, I live like a ghost even though I got out Of a place that nobody remember about Faded I'm fading your waiting but don't Want me to change but i promise I won't Tried once but I'm down now Took years now, just to live down All the fear now, no lies now Like how I'm even really here now?