Howie Beck - I Need Light lyrics

Walking home home at 3 a.m. Looking at my empty hands Think about this emptyness In an empty parking lot I sat in the only spot Remembering what i forgot You were so [?] Falling, calling Now i'm getting closer there In the distance i hear friends Laugh about their evening's end Put the key in my front door Maybe this keeps happening more I can't find what i need you for I was so [?] Trying, trying On the edge of my mistake So if i f** this up again Don't know how i find the strength Lights are off that i can't see Close my eyes but still can't sleep I need light inside of me