Hourgla** - 38th Floor lyrics

Here I am again On the 38th floor The view is good But my mind is out the door Staring at a screen all day There's no further I can sink Can't help but think I've somehow flushed my life away Every day the same Every meeting a corporate game I wouldn't be surprised If my boss doesn't know my name I don't know myself I can't stand who I've become Coerced by fear Pressure and strain forced my career Get me out of here Take me to a place where I can see Something different Than what's in front of me Silence my fear That I'm not where I should be That the door that was closed It was closed by me If only I had another chance To go back to the point Where I was scared to take the risk So I abandoned what I love If only I had another shot To go back where my soul was bought And sold by a poor decision My now wouldn't need revision And every day I get so bored Nothing seems to change The doubt about the choice I made Rings like thunder in the rain I'm just a grain of sand On an endless beach Another face in the crowd I could have held the playing hand That took me out of the mundane's reach And walked the path my dreams allowed Instead I've got another meeting Gotta keep the company strong The boss has asked for overtime He'll make sure the day drags on What have I done? Where have I gone? Everything and everywhere I knew was wrong What have I seen? Where are my dreams? Nothing and nowhere but a computer screen Here I am again On the 38th floor The view is good As I'm walking out the door One choice that cost so much Made life unrecognizable But I have another chance To make my goal realizable I can't undo what's been done But I have to try to fix what's wrong To let my dreams be my guide They now refuse to be denied I may not find the way back out Of the mess I've made but I'm about To swallow pride 'cause I'm walking out The time is now to change my life