I never called you to help me out 'Cause I knew that you would stay And take what you wanted until you were full Take what you wanted 'til I was empty 'Cause I can feel your breath on my neck Your hand in my pocket, but I don't dare stop it I know you'll take what you want I'd rather my money than more of my family So slow as you make your advance You smile and approach, I know that you're hungry So take my arms and my legs My mind and my body, just leave those who love me And into the water I went Before I knew exactly what I did Control was forfeited when I let someone else That I trust decide for me I'm still just as broken as when I was fourteen Upset my heart and feel it twisting in my chest Before I wretch out onto the floor To attempt to finally remove it Pull it apart to feel like myself again And I know that I'm just like you because I hate you And I've grown to pretend you were here so that I'm not alone And I know that I'm just like you because I hate you And I've grown to pretend you were here so that I'm not alone I never called you to help me out 'Cause I knew that you would stay And take what you wanted until you were full Take what you wanted 'til I was empty Called you to help me out 'Cause I knew that you would stay And take what you wanted until you were full Take what you wanted