Hot Milk - I Think I Hate Myself lyrics

[Intro: Jim Shaw] I think I hate myself, nobody else And all my daydreams send me to hell And all my friends have left again Is this real or is it in my head? [Verse 1: Hannah Mee] Do I still feel alive or is it just the high? Still waking, baking tryna convince myself I'm fine I don't really know what I am doing right now Fake it 'til I make it 'cause I don't know how Still waking, baking but I'm telling my mum I'm fine [Pre-Chorus: Jim Shaw] What the hell is going on with me? I feel at home in a cemetery [Chorus: Hannah Mee & Hannah Mee, Jim Shaw] I, I hate myself, nobody else And all my daydreams send me to hell And all my friends have left again Is this rеal or is it in my head? (Alright, alright) [Verse 2: Jim Shaw] Is it such a crime to hate mysеlf sometimes? I'm smoking, choking but I'm only just getting by Call me a vanilla kleptomaniac Stealing from the rich and never giving back Still smoking, choking but I'm telling my dad I'm fine [Interlude: Jim Shaw, Hannah Mee, Jim Shaw & Hannah Mee] I told you once, told you twice Take my advice, I'm just a weirdo Reality bites, I try to be nice 'Cause you don't wanna go where I go Seeing ultra-violent on a bathroom floor Tryin' to be content but always wanting more Still smokin', chokin', am I feeling alive? [Chorus: Hannah Mee & Jim Shaw] I, I hate myself, nobody else And all my daydreams send me to hell And all my friends have left again Is this real or is it in my head? [Bridge: Hannah Mee, Jim Shaw] Cross my heart, I hope to die Stick your needles in my eyes Am I alive or feeling less? So give me sex and cigarettes Guilty I'm preoccupied With what will happen when I die Am I alive or feeling less? Is this real or is it in my head? [Chorus: Hannah Mee & Jim Shaw] I, I hate myself, nobody else And all my daydreams send me to hell And all my friends have left again Is this real or is it in my head? [Outro: Jim Shaw] And I, I hate myself I hate myself I hate myself