Hot Cross - Existence lyrics

Rockets (regressed/repressed), an hand pushes the fatal shot ever-closer to a broken tune. Wasting my time and thrown face-first into a bloody trail Left by gods and habits started While misery dreads the broken-hearted Behind fragile hours, one more untimely existence. Self destruct before daylight, wake up d**h from spite. My head's too tired to change what can't be, Too forgetful to feel what was once seen. I never forgave your silence Sometimes we fail to need and slipping past grief is easier than making myself bleed. Show me how to feel for you.