Hopium - Cut lyrics

I remember the first time I left you It was the week before your birthday I dropped you at your friends house You knew what was coming you said This is the last time you do this to me This shouldn't happened I'm always the one that leaves It's too late for excuses and too early to Make me a promise So I went out To find everything I thought I needed Everything I thought I couldn't find in you And the things you never let me do Bars full of people Can't believe who I'm talking to Everyone here is just a bad version of you Now I've got you close I want you to know I'll cut off my legs so I could never leave you I'll cut out my tongue so I won't never deceive you I'll cut out my eyes so they will never wander I'll cut off my hands so there's no chance I'll ever touch another I'll cut off my legs so I won't ever desert you I'll cut out my tongue so nothing I say can hurt you I'll cut out my eyes so they will never wander I'll cut off my hands so there's no chance I'll ever touch I'll ever touch another Maybe I want to see what burns Maybe I want to see what breaks Maybe I need to learn From my own mistakes And if you forgive me Don't forgive me just yet Teach me a lesson I'll never forget I'll cut off my legs so I could never leave you I'll cut out my tongue so I won't never deceive you I'll cut out my eyes so they will never wander I'll cut off my hands so there's no chance I'll ever touch I'll ever touch another I'll ever touch another