Hopefield - The Black Market Time lyrics

Listen closer now Are you taking a step back from me When I'm the fringe of your life? Watch you sleep at night Just to hold myself in From a life that buys days in black market time To keep from you Am I the question That begs to be paid attention to Or starved and left to die? I keep on hoping To try and make something out of you With a million reasons why Celebrate your worth I've been trying so hard to build The monument that you deserve By the time I'm through My body will be just as obsolete As the statue I've built