Hope Of The States - January lyrics

I want to be a kid again I want to wash my eyes out I want to mean everything I say And never be scared again I refuse to be ashamed However many doomed attempts it takes To forget my history and my mistakes And everything I waste I fell apart in January But I fixed myself for everybody I know tomorrow will be better Without you all I don't know where I'd be I hope a day will come To make me forget everything When it comes I'll sing it out And praise the Lord I saved myself I fell apart in January But I fixed myself for everybody I know tomorrow will be better Without you all I don't know where I'd be I fell apart in January But I fixed myself for everybody I know tomorrow will be better Without you all I don't know where I'd be