Hope Faith Ricardo - Everytime lyrics

It's moments, moments like these, I wish I could sleep, and never wake up to all these freaks Trying, but not hard enough, I would try hard but it's so f**ing tough To live These feelings, bottled up, and I Really can't seem to win, I hate so much, yet I seem to be in love With such emotions that tear me down I frown and I cry and laugh, and die, Everytime it comes I try So hard To hide, but it's impossible A little more, deeper down, Never trying to turn things around Cus I know it's not worth it But hey! is it ever worth it? Too much Fills my brain to the max and I, I feel, know, That I'm reaching it, so, I reach out, but it's hopeless, I'm the biggest f**ing mess around I f**ing wish the world would shut down