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I want to feel like they do That easy happiness Am I doing something wrong I want to feel at home This life begs a question Something here just ain't right I've got this thing in mind It doesn't end all right All the bright lights are off All the great deeds are done I will live forever And no relief will come I see people being normal Having children, making love They don't sit around and moan They don't write f**ing poems Stagnation drains the body Pries in to numb the soul Way down in a hole Where did my momentum go All the bright lights are off All the great deeds are done I will live forever And no relief will come