Holly Tree - Flogging a Dead Horse lyrics

my friends told me, it would be better if i didn't come they said here s**s and i'd want to come back home but i don't listen to them, now i'm here all alone yet i'm as dumb as i used to be, how did i come to this sh** zone? please tell me what i'm doing here now i just know i wanna come back i wanna come back i miss my home, i miss my real friends strange people, i'm lost in foreign lands i came to improve my life, but it just got worst than before i spent too much time, i don't wanna spend it anymore