Holly Tree - Feeling Sad lyrics

sitting here all alone, i'm thinking of her i feel like a crap, cause she's not here as she was and all alone, i try to do something day after day but it's impossible cause she's now so far away phone me girl, send a letter, contact me anyway i'm f**ed up in my life, i gotta see her today why does she do it? why does she do it with me? now i'm feeling so bad, like i don't wanna be she's the one i miss she's the one i want to stay with i wanna see her and say "i love you" i was so happy holding my girl but soon she disapeared, without a reason to i don't understand her, just don't understand, it seems so strange first she says something, but she won't do the same but she knows i love her she knows i'm waiting for her i hope she knows i'm crazy and so bored without her my life is not the same she may be crazy too, she's making me insane