Holly Palmer - I Confess lyrics

I've been really really bad I said mean things just to get you mad I've been really really glad To see you fight for me I've been carrying around An awful lot of weight that holds me down I've got a heavy, heavy heart That's making me too crazy I might explode or melt down from distress I'll never know 'til it gets off my chest I confess to loving you too much Dying for your touch That never is enough to hold me Driving way too fast Living in the past And never knowing that I'm happy I've been really, really bad I keep shutting down when you get sad I don't really understand how to give to you I've been known to jump the gun I'm the first to leave if it's not fun My heart is always on the run As soon as I'm confused It can't be good to make life the enemy If I could I'd tame what's inside me I confess I give you little tests I do not do my best Forgetting that I'm blessed and lucky Wasting too much time Pouring too much wine And tuning out sometimes when you f** me Being self obsessed Too long getting dressed Take your tenderness for granted Getting negative I'm hyper-sensitive I come down on you heavy handed They say that all things heal faster with the truth And confession is the way a soul finds its groove Oh I know I gotta confess to Loving you too much Dying for your touch That never is enough to hold me Driving way too fast Living in the past And never knowing that I'm happy I give you little tests I do not do my best Forgetting that I'm blessed and lucky Wasting too much time Pouring too much wine And tuning out sometimes when you f** me But I do love you