Holly Miranda - Until Now lyrics

I never opened my eyes 'til now I never really realised 'til now That there was ever any question in how [?] now I never held my head 'til now I'd never even seen my bed 'til now Of all the raking in the dark It was just a little spark 'Til now You've got some kind of sweetness Tied up in the string I've been tugging on But I'm pulling now I never honoured my past 'til now I never even tried to run fast 'til now There's been no comfort in the sound 'Til now You've been looking through the window 'til now You've been waiting for that window to come down But it's not like that No, it'll never be like that I know And you pack some kind of sweetness Tied up in the string I've been tugging on But I'm pulling now I said I'm pulling now And you've got some kind of sweetness Tied up in the string I've been tugging on But I'm pulling now