Hogwash - Short Stupid Sad Song lyrics

I can't remain anymore to hear you scream My head explodes 'Cause God's too big to stay inside If only i could eat and hold you inside me I don't hear you, it's hard to listen your apologies Eye leacves prick me When I'll suicided me I will find a hobby You embraces me and your hands tighten too much my throat Every day your spittle has more weird taste