Hideout - Rainer lyrics

I long for sleep / just to see you in my dreams / it's the only way i can still create memories / i fall to the ground and my faith begins to crumble / when these pillars collapse / will i find solace in the rubble? / is there a hell? / do i believe in heaven? / and when that time comes / would i even be let in? / so here i stand looking down at your grave / with a gun in my hand and d**h on the brain / i'm scared that i'm willing to take my life / just to find what's on the other side