HideandSeekZoo - Family Secret lyrics

I put too much time and effort into being a kid that I never understood what you really did I just don't f**ing see why you do that to your son Cos no matter the predicament, I would never run Now I, don't respect you, and it's easy to forget you When you keep in mind that never in my life have I met you Family kept asking me if I already knew I was the happiest kid ever, man I didn't have a clue See, mom hid the truth, and I'm glad that she did And if she told me at a young age, I probably wouldn't get it But to be honest, in my mind I always knew that the past is the past and there's nothing I can do But I still get a feeling there's a whole lie I don't know If you weren't by my side then, where did you go? I don't really need to know and I don't really need to ask I got bigger sh** to worry about than the past I put too much time and effort into the music, for you to take it away and call it useless In a way, man, I'm happy that you left me Cos otherwise, the listeners wouldn't get me And you were the same age I am right now Except with a kid, man I wouldn't know how I can't even keep a girl, much less keep a child But I stay by your side as I let 'em run wild Anyone can be a dad, but it takes a man to raise one And this is simple math, considering that you ain't one And I ain't the same one, and even though your blood inside of my veins, I won't do the same See, I'll stick around, smile or frown And if the world starts falling, then we're all coming down And ironically, that's how I was raised And that's how I'm gonna live the rest of my days