HideandSeekZoo - Wonder lyrics

Who would've know that I'd end up like this, with my goal set on nothing and a pen my fist Still telling myself that maybe some time or someday I'll be happy with the way that things are, one day And I can't even lie to you, much less myself I miss the times we had, I miss how it felt Something cliche about, it's like love with boundaries It's hard enough being lonely with happy couples surrounding me I'm supposed to be happy, but I'm not I'm supposed to have a positive outlook on life, or so I thought Thinking that's my problem and I wish that I can solve them, but I always catch myself falling like the leaves in autumn Always thought that you'd be there for me, but I was wrong And there ain't other way to say it than in a song And with every line I write I feel little more free I'm trying to tell you that I love you, I wonder why can't you see Cos anything and everything is special like a wedding ring And when you call my phone I just want to sit down and let it ring Voicemail, and I ain't got time to erase or save it It doesn't help that most of the time you don't say sh** Replace it, cos most of my relationships are vacant That's why I sit down and roll a blunt and blaze it In the amazement of the beautiful face you have Inside of your arms is a suitable place to laugh When I look back at all the sh** we used to go through Everytime I said 'I love you', every secret that I told you makes me miss the old you, sure as hell makes me miss the old me Have to accept the fact that this is how it's supposed to be I wish there was a way to change the way things played out Cos there's a lot of things I wish that I can change now And with every line I write I feel a little more free I'm trying to tell you that I love you, I wonder why can't you see