Yo, this next song is dedicated to, um... everybody Ay yo I'm down to talk a bit, conversate about the changes You found someone better to love, I'm almost famous But f** that, I just want the love back Always find myself asking everybody where the f**ing d** at Not trying to forget, I'm trying to feel all those memories I still wonder sometimes if you remember me I wonder what you think of me or if you do at all As complex as you and I, but as simple as a call Too afraid that if you pick up, I won't have much to say, besides "hey, I thought I'd give you call say I'm okay." Still trying to find the path cos you said that I would find I walk these lonely steps never knowing what's behind it Still trying to find the logic, sipping on this gin and tonic Feeling like i live beyond, plus my name's on it I think you heard me wrong, either that, or heard these songs So now the kid you used to know is always hitting bongs To feel something other than nothing, nothing to show Words from my soul, this whole sh** is out of control Still trying to make up for the actions that I made And sorry ain't enough, and plus it's too late So here I am again just trying to tell you how I feel Trying to tell you that it's real Trying to help your heart heal Not trying to take you back, I'm trying to tell you that it's done Looking at the mirror just to see who I've become Five hundred days of you, looking at this perfect view, but it sure would be prettier with you I ran out of things to write about the day we had nothing to fight about, write it out Sit and write lyrics that I lie about Always lacked the honesty Neglected all the love you had to offer me And now you're gone because of me And when I think of your face, I just want to kiss it And when think of your essence, I start to miss Yes I start to miss it Hoping that you'll listen Yes I start to miss it Hoping that you'll listen