Hi-Rez - Other Side lyrics

[Verse 1] I been looking forward to my life changing Circle getting smaller I don't like strangers Doctors had me on meds as a teenager Homies morphing on me like the green ranger I was running from something, young and I was coming from nothing In the last year I got a hundred new colors I been hanging with the vultures and swimming with the sharks Just to get to the light I had to go through the dark yeah I took my vices and I turned em into strengths Took my talent and I channeled all my angers sh** for granted all the beauty and the pains So that's why I took all your hate and then return it with the thanks There ain't sh** that you can say to me I been living crazily I ain't slowing down if you miss it well then pray for me Wouldn't change a thing not the struggles with the pain Cuz everything I went through, that's what made me me [Chorus] I don't what to think anything when living this life Ouuuuuu And I...I'm forcing myself to receive the proudest life On the other side [Verse 2] Everybody go through pain, you got to keep fighting Wrestling the pen everytime that I'm writing Every dollar in my pocket was earned by being righteous If you never been through a struggle the we have no alikeness I don't ever hide sh** Tell her that [?] miss Lost family and friends to this shady a** business Everything I'm drinking on the rocks I don't mix sh** Momma told me if it ain't broke don't fix it Use to care what people think I'm just living my life Excuse me I get loose when I'm sipping this wine It's always been something that made me feel different inside I use to run from it now I'm just embracing the ride Started loosing my family Started loosing my grip Now I'm making more than my teachers who told me to quit Use to rock a couple of shirts with some dirty a** kicks Now I don't even pack bags when I'm going on trips [Chorus] I don't what to think anything when living this life Ouuuuuu And I...I'm forcing myself to receive the proudest life On the other side By establishing that foundation building that f**ing house before you get there I know a lot of these clowns who race right to the top and they are there and they k**ing it and they got millions of dollars, millions of this, millions of that Whatever the f** it is, that But at the end of the day man when that wave is out No one gives a f** You might have money financially to continue your life But you not going to die from [?] [Chorus] I don't what to think anything when living this life Ouuuuuu And I...I'm forcing myself to receive the proudest life On the other side