Hi-Rez - Zhu - Faded (Hi-Rez x Rekstarr Remix) lyrics

[Intro] Baby I'm wasted All I wanna do is drive home to you Baby I'm faded All I wanna do is take you downtown [Verse 1: Hi-Rez] Rez, Rekstarr Yall ready know Trying cope with these changes I be going insane Surrounded by these new faces They don't even know my real name I'm second guessing and over-thinking Stressed out so i'm always drinking I'm [???] phone ringing They gon' hit a dial tone Don't ask me how i'm holding up Cup a zip we rolling up hoes trynna f** us We blowing up but back in the day they Ain't showing love people tell me i'm changed Damn right I changed I was just so sick of being like everyone else [???] So much sh** on my mind And no one can relate I put all my trust in god and pray She be gon' ok I'm lucky my momma loved me If she didn't I would go crazy I load the tech and start spraying rounds At every person I hated [] Baby I'm wasted All I wanna do is drive home to you Baby I'm faded All I wanna do is take you downtown [Verse 2: Hi-Rez] Sometimes I wish I was A little less important To the world to my girl And everyone just ignored me I just wanna be left alone No i'm not depressing I'm just always Question and if i'm doing is f**ing right or wrong People trying to give advice but I don't wanna hear it God can you please take the wheel the devil Is trying to steer it They don't listen to the lyrics They just judge me of appearance [???] So in school people clown on my clothes Fast forward now I'm makin' couple thousends a show Always being judged by random motherf**ers They'll don't know me But on top of that I'm being criticized by people close to me Trust issues with my family Trust issues with these b**hes [???] Same day that I was born, my momma f**ing lost me Devil on my shoulders I can't seem to get him off me Praying to God helped me to get in the right direction [???] I'm addicted to this life It's making me such a mess I just wanna feel the love And a little less stress (for real)