Alone, just like I’ve been for a quarter century At this point, it seems we’re born to bleed We could have saved each other From these childhood guillotines The guilt retreats when you turned 18 I don’t suffer from depression I thrive on it, and that’s childish To wish that I was part of your life And not just some game you keep playing When I found out what you’re about Oh God, it just could’ve k**ed me Would you tell me, the last time we shared a crowded room together? And danced around the issues forever? Your dancing looks like running Darling, I almost never arrived I think it’s ‘cause I’m dead on the inside I don’t suffer from depression I thrive on it, and that’s childish To wish that I was part of your life And not just some game you keep playing When I found out what you’re about Oh God, it just could’ve k**ed me So you can say You saved my life From all the fears and doubts I ever had Like living alone Like not being there to see you cry I will be thinking about you when I die