Hester Prynne - Grimy lyrics

So sick of this loathsome abyss All that I want is to feel that I'm alive My decadence is the reason I'm screaming All that I want is to say that I f**ing tried Wallow in filth, can you get yourself clean from it? Wallow in filth that you buried yourself in It's such a hollowing confession; That every path you've chose leads down the same road That everyone you love has lead your heart astray and every hope you've had has landed in a grave All I've ever wanted was to somehow find my way out of this darkness and finally reach the light Wallow in filth, wallow in it Can you get yourself clean from it Wallow in filth All the mess you've made for yourself Can you get yourself clean from it The saddest songs play and take me back to better days before I was so scarred, before I was so lost I've built a tomb within my mind, and locked up all my pride; left to die All of these voices screaming out "who do you think you are f**ing with" I know you feel deserted, because you are I know you feel abandoned, because you should be I'm f**ing rotten, I've been forgotten I'm not worth the time it takes to change. I'm f**ing filthy I'm not worth saving My soul is withered I'm f**ing grimy