Heretic Soul - Nihilistic Attitude lyrics

Becoming 26, I have nothing left The vicious circle everyday Everyday is a struggle My all will is dead I reckon as you seethe world From the perspective of the pale eyes of life I am ready to burst everyday Everyday is repeat of yesterday I've got to stay away from this feeling Everything comes to nothing I've got to stay away from this feeling Love turns into hate My hope is dead to be a person great Nihilistic attitude all it seems I have My dream is dead to be a person great Something heretic all it seems I pray