Herafter - Too nice lyrics

I wish you could just trust me Just like last year You could tell me anything and everything without an-y fear I wish we were still close Just like last year Our friendship and our memories are what i miss the most Now dont tell me we're still close cause all of that is just bullsh** You replaced me in a day and deep inside i just feel like sh** You don't understand and You never will You are blessed to f**ing bits, and now time will only tell What i even have left What i even have to lose And honestly i have nothing if i dont even have you And people ask me How the f** do you deal with all this You continue to love even though you keep getting dissed But its true This songs inspired by you It may seem just a lil offensive but what the f** you gonna do I never started rapping till you brought in someone new You talked to him more then me and thats when my hate started to brew Im not a crazy f**ed up friend who tries to prevent you from meeting people new If you payed real attention i was only tryna protect you I had a bad feeling bout him and maybe what i feel is true Or my instincts could be wrong and you would leave me and be like "Chris who?" But girl if you leave me you have f**ed up I was there telling off guys, who were interested in your body. And only wanted to bust a nut If this is how much you value me Replacing me as quick as that, well thats just unloyal you hoe, b**h, f**ing tramp Few months later my trust for you began to grow It got to the point where if you would lie i would never even know You told me you wanted me to be the love of your life So then we started going out we were doing just fine, 3 years have pa**ed by and your already my wife Ive never felt so happy, and im sure you feel the same to. Right? You just nodded, with no smile. with no emotion Then outta the blue your phone vibrated in your pocket You ran out the room in a hurry I asked you where you were going You didn't answer. I got worried You got in your car, drove to some unknown place I called a cab, and i followed you i had to solve this case Thats when things just got intense I lost track of where you were, where your car had gone No matter i saw you on this houses front lawn You knocked on the door, a guy opened up You just walked in, now im sitting here like what the f**! I was angry. I was confused. I didn't know what to do So i walked outta my car, went to the house had to check if my conclusion was true I knocked on the door, the guy opened up. He told me hey wa**up? It took me a while to recognize his goddamn face. It was him. 4 years ago, the guy who put me in disgrace I asked him, wheres my girl. And why did she walk into your place He said check for yourself and he stepped aside What i saw was horror to my eyes. I wanted to cry, my girl she was half naked. And i ask myself. Why Goddamit im so dumb im so stupid. Im the one who's to blame i put myself through this I can't believe it 3 years of marriage 3 years of love 3 years of fake sh**. You should have been something i disposed of See i just knew, i had a hunch we could really never be b**h good luck finding someone who was more loyal then me And honestly Im f**ing ready now to move on Ive already written f**ing 2 songs Inspired by hurt. Inspired by hate. Inspired by rant cuz of friends that are fake Ive had enough, i should probably just pull the plug But i rethank it all after you gave me a hug Girl I still love you. But why, why did u make me cry. Why did u break my trust. And why did u cheat on me f** She tells me that shes sorry. That she won't do it again. But she has broken my trust. And i dont think it can ever mend Back then i was trying to be nice. But of course since i did that i payed a huge a** price