I don't know why I let you go Outside the world Emotions don't show Now everytime I watch you leave I feel so sick I cannot breathe You stick around Hope that i'll change Notes in your head Way out of range It's not that I Care about you Hard to be in Something so new You make me better Than I really am Things in my head; I hope you understand Sometimes I dream About being born Some plastic horse Sand up in tall With all my goals I still don't know Without my roots How will I grow Do what I can In such bad ways Spending my life Counting down days Please put my head Close to your heart Inside your eyes I see a start You make me better Than I really am Things in my head; I hope you understand