I've got a wantless need I've got a thoughtless mind I've got a wantless want I can't unwind I've got a heart that hates I've got hands that like to break They tell me : hold on They never let me go I am a clenched fist lookin' for a wall to kiss I am a locked door lookin' for a foot to kick me to the floor What have i got? i've got everything What have i got? nothin' much at all Self rejected, well protected, to lock myself inside myself to get free Self-hated, frustrated, my hands turn to fists Violence - so hard to resist I get so mad i do things that i regret So stupid, so stupid, not stupid enough to ever forget Got no need, got no brain - inside my mind i feel no pain, no I feel the pounding in my head Start lookin', start lookin' - you better look out I'm not feelin' too nice today ........................ I can't stop, i can't stop - it pulls me together then it tears me apart Just like that