Henry Rollins - Fool lyrics

I should have seen my end coming from a long way off My friend said man she`ll give you the blues, don`t get caught But I went ahead and told myself a bunch of lies And spent night after hammered night getting back my mind I am a fool when I think I need you I`m a fool to believe My heart is so wide open I`m so easy to deceive I`m a fool I`ll keep believing Like a fool I`ll believe it all I`m a fool who`ll keep on coming And like a fool, I will crawl I waste time in my mind thinking of you - I`m a fool I know And it hurts to take the pain over and over - I`m a fool I know I keep wrecking myself when I should be healing my wounds I`m a fool I know Self mutilation is the only thing that I know - I`m a fool I know I've watched your front teeth sharpen and I`ve felt your muscles flex You have the kind of eyes that turn mere mortals into wrecks I know first hand so well all the hard times you direct Seduced rejected reduced ejected again