Henry Lin - Grow Old lyrics

[Intro] Mal: You remember when you asked me to marry you? Cobb: Yes Mal: You said that you dreamt that we'd grow old together [Verse 1: Henry Lin] When dreams is where everything is all right You start to be cynical about your actual life Losing sleep over losing sleep, losing your time with her Feeling terrible that you left her waiting behind Because you can't let yourself f** it up twice “Live and learn” they say, but "living" is becoming a grind Like the residue of pills still lingering Overthinking figuring the signs, "it's a sign!" Living in a lie Anaesthetised just so I can go and close my eyes Don't tell me it's all in my mind Can I lay by your side? Used to think that I'll eventually get used to it -- the lonely nights Check the time every five minutes, waiting for the sun to rise, but only partially why Still have us on my lock-screen from Beijing I got to stay strong I'm not fine but that's fine -- can't let them see it coming down my eyes [Bridge/Hook: Henry Lin] Can't let them see it coming down my eyes, so I gotta make this song cry You'll never see it coming down my eyes, so I gotta make this song cry [Hook: Henry Lin] It'd be nice to have you home [Outro] Mal: You said that you dreamt that we'd grow old together Cobb: But we did. We did. You don't remember?... I miss you more than I can bear, but... we had our time together. And I have to let go... I have to let you go