Henrik Skanfors - October lyrics

October, I just found out I'm possessed and it might not stop until I rest Now I find it hard to sleep to smile, to breathe, to weep I hold your heavy heart in my hands as we start to change all our plans A world made again from scratch Life is an empty canvas with a catch October, I told them about the things I've seen so they had to take a part of me There's no home for our unborn child Let's just pray this winter is mild But I hear disapointment in your voice So we fight as if I had any choice Yet I know we'll end up at the start and the promise that d**h will do us part October, can't stand the thought I might lose this Your eyes and our daugther's kiss or your anxious hand on my cheek as you search for a sign I feel weak And now, I think my head will burst But I refuse to prepare for the worst I refuse to let it choose the day I refuse to let this spark of life just fade away