Hemina - With What I See lyrics

Fight or flight! Emotions I don't know about Escaped my world The one that fate paved out for me Guilt for leaving Mother But her ways I can't defend She vested herself in him For her life I would descend Where's he now? With what I see, the safety of my family It was but Mother and me Starved of a paternity And all I ever wanted Was a woman by my side I think I've finally found her With what I see she looks fine to me Patiently, I visit home of yesteryears The fragile devout lady And her two-bit mountain sanctuary To sate my growing hunger To a**ure her I'm still there With what I see, she doesn't even care With what I see, the safety of my family It was but Mother and me Starved of a paternity And all I ever wanted Was a woman by my side I think I've finally found her With what I see she looks fine to me "Awake, quiet now, don't scream Put your flowers in her bedpan The sheets smell, don't they? The house smells, your old house Clean it, it's not her you smell It's not her last breath you breathe Quiet now..." With what I see, the safety of my family It was but Mother and me Starved of a paternity And all I ever wanted Was a woman by my side I think I've finally found her With what I see she looks fine to me