Hellsingland Underground - Reincarnated the Same as I Ever Was lyrics

[Verse 1] Apparently I'm on my d**hbed With my soul slipping away Looking back on my life Wishing I could start all over again Would I make the same choices Would I make the same mistakes Would I still choose to live Would I still be loving you until the end Ooh, waking up again Ooh, I hear voices saying we are your friends [Verse 2] Listen get back to a time in your life You did not seem to appreciate then All the softness of the altar It only last for days I get home I get to choose for myself I say what kind of heaven is this They said this is not heaven nor hell by the way God never exist [Verse 3] As I open my eyes The place looks familiar I see paintings on walls And I'm painting myself Though I don't know where I look in a mirror Reflecting the room behind me But the face that I'd normally be Is a dark silhouette A black, empty space Oh oh, oh oh What is alive What is alive Oh oh, oh oh It was made for the living [?] Please tell me I've been living in heaven now [Verse 4] I see my family having breakfast in the kitchen Telling the kids to hurry up Saying we can't be late for your daddy's funeral It was nice and familiar, except the last part Oh oh, oh oh Waking up again Oh oh, oh oh Next to you my friend Dream awake, dream repeat with no particular cause Reincarnated the same as I ever was