I'm not stupid, I understand that It would be convenient if I was better at conversation I've learned to master the sk** throughout the years Small talking, but after an hour or so I mentally die I mentally die And I try, I try, I try, I try But I can't help but loving more When being on my own and watching everyday lives And I try, I try, I wish I wanted To go see local churches with you Or to go clubbing where the young ones do But all I really want to do is watch the everyday lives My friend, nothing is ever the matter with you I'm glad to see it though I don't believe it Won't have to worry, I'll soon have figured you out I won't tell you when I have but I'll find your weak spot Your weakest spot, oh, I'll find it And here is mine: I try to pretend that I like to be part of it all That I enjoy going out with you and you and you and you and you And I try, I try, I try, I try But I can't help but dreaming of Sitting by myself and watching everyday lives And I try, I try, but I just want to spend more time With my mind It always surprises me every time And none of you ever do It doesn't mean that I don't love you It doesn't mean that I don't love you It doesn't mean that I don't And I try, I try, I try, I try But I can't help but loving more When being on my own and watching everyday lives And I try, I try, but I just want to spend more time With myself I always surprises myself every time And none of you ever do It doesn't mean that I don't love you