I was 15, had the shape of a capital L I still read books about ponies This girl I got to know said she was throwing a party A party where boys would occur Something this cool was unheard of In my life this far There were four boys at the party They weren't special or anything Apart from the fact they were boys They were real nice to me They put on some neo Nazi music Said it's pretty good, this neo Nazi music And I hummed along Tapped my foot along To the neo Nazi music Now, at 15, some people are grown up Have minds of their own But me, I was a child I was a piece of clay those days I could have been molded by anyone I was a good kid, just that I could have been molded by anyone The neo Nazi boys, they were nice to me They smiled at me and they noticed me But the best thing that ever happened to me Is that none of these boys hit on me I could have demonstrated Played the ba** guitar in a neo Nazi band Would have been the same in some ways And someone else in other ways It's my scariest sliding doors memory I want it sliced in a shredder Thrown out of me The last night bus was departing So I had to leave And I see you on the subway You're 30 and you're into hate Now, at 30, some people are grown up Have minds of their own And I get a letter from you man You're 50 and you're into hate Now, at 50, some people are grown up Have minds of their own But, you got the wrong attention At exactly the right time You got the wrong attention I'm not gonna hate at you because you hate women I'm not gonna hate at you because you hate colour I'm gonna wish so hard for someone to give you The right attention, the right love To turn this around That someone's gonna be your last night bus This night out on the town That someone's gonna be your last night bus This night out on the town