Hello Operator - Things I've Become lyrics

Is it easy to explain Burning pictures in the rain While you tell me that you're doing fine? Still your wrapped up in my head Throwing flowers from the bed And you tell me everything's alright But you just can't wait for me this time And you just don't know how this story goes And I'm falling far behind And you have me thinking about the things that I've become Smoke the cigarette you left Clean the wine stain from your dress I pretend that everything's alright And it's just too late to be defined And I just don't know how this story goes and now I'm falling back in time And you have me thinking about the things that I've become Now everything is said and done I see the things that I've become And all these words run through my head 'Cause all these thoughts are back again Now everything is unexplained And every thought of you remains 'Cause still I'm trying to pretend While watching all this start to end 'Cause everything I fall into Only brings me back to you tonight