Hellions - Thresher lyrics

I hate the radio Advertisements, morning show hosts And every cop on the side of the road Everything outside the windscreen disturbs me But inside it's worse The thresher that we call this world Reduces me to mere idle talk I'm slowly but certainly descending f** you for not being strong enough For letting me bare the weight of both of us I can't forever be your crutch Today I think I've had enough High at the airport, drunk at the beach I've been numb for weeks, I can't feel a thing I'll swill or smoke, I'll roll a note If i just swallow, I'll prevent the choke So keep me up (keep me out) Of this house (of this mind) Cause there a'int no use in worrying all the time Take me back to where the flowers grow To the man in the mirror that I used to know f** you for not being strong enough For letting me bare the weight of both of us I can't forever be your crutch Today I think I've had enough Enough, enough - I'm screaming Enough, enough - can you hear me now? Enough, enough - I'm screaming In mess I should be cleaning, running The carousel slows, reality starts to set in My friends are climbing off How long have the horses been plastic? Have we been going in circles? Was I always alone? Was it their voices I heard, or was it a dial tone? I think I've always known But I never cared to pay heed Because I'm not, I'm not, I'm not, I'm not Ready to up and leave At least just not like this Cause this was our abyss I loved you all, this was our home We were together and I love it as it is