I stood and watched the ocean breathe For the millionth time it swallowed me I care not to feel; I'm dying. Flash back to what you did to me Flash back to what you said to me Did your work I can't touch; I can't feel. My sanity is breaking Sweat dripping, mind racing There's nothing left to lose (I'm a dead shell) Erase you You gave me lies. [Chorus] It tears a hole inside you (lies) Where light will never find you (lies) Abuse yourself (LIES) Inject yourself A broken, brittle body. It won't leave me alone - alone. Flash back to what you did to me Flash back to what you said to me Did your work I can't touch; I can't feel. Reject me Why? Caress my face Only to crucify me I am your slave fixation pulsing Punish me. Tie me up Cut me up Stitch me up Reopen me Come alone Crawl inside I only want to come in you. Disgust to purify k** you a thousand times. [Chorus] It won't leave me alone Disgust to purify k** you a thousand times.