Helen Hunt Jackson - Draxy's Hymn lyrics

I cannot think but God must know About the thing I long for so; I know He is so good, so kind, I cannot think but He will find Some way to help, some way to show Me to the thing I long for so. I stretch my hand-it lies so near: It looks so sweet, it looks so dear. 'Dear Lord,' I pray, 'Oh, let me know If it is wrong to want it so?' He only smiles-He does not speak: My heart grows weaker and more weak, With looking at the thing so dear, Which lies so far, and yet so near. Now, Lord, I leave at thy loved feet This thing which looks so near, so sweet; I will not seek, I will not long- almost fear I have been wrong. I'll go, and work the harder, Lord, And wait till by some loud, clear word Thou callest me to thy loved feet, To take this thing so dear, so sweet.