(hed) P.e. - b**hes lyrics

I could feel it, see it the spirit as it was leaving my body no, it would not stay for a while it turned and laughed then crawled away so far away-i could not see that far all those things i held so sacred they fail me they betray me these pins these needles they never leave me this crooked cross is bleeding deeply let the wine fill my veins bring the wind to change my mind wash away this dirty soul this dirty soul of mine the curtain it slowly closes the players how they quickly change around you not a trace, no familiar face only the soundtrack and the bruises we keep to ourselves i reach out and i wait forever i speak out my thoughts die high my cross is crooked my spirit is denied let the smoke close my eyes... see this man is waiting in the park it's raining so hard wash away this soul this dirty soul of mine why can't you feel me? the world is dying nothing stays the same nothing good remains no one ever stays feelings always fade away people change lives are destroyed i will never walk with you again never again will we share the days my friend...