Heavenly - Pet Monkey lyrics

(Calvin's parts are italicized) I just can't quite explain Why it's not the same With you anymore It's not that you have changed Or that we're estranged I just wanted more I've always lived my life Under watchful eyes Always someone's girl You only wanted me As you thought I'd be Living in your world Your insanity Is not lost on me Mess around with hearts So easily broke I still can't Believe It's not all a joke What do you know What do you care How could you think Things were okay How could I know Behind that stare You're on the brink I couldn't stay I'm Scared Whatever you say I'm Scared You wouldn't stay Stop sleeping and start bleeding I know you're hurt and it's not fair Stop dreaming and start bleeding Blood on your shirt and in your hair It kind of hurts when you're (Here and) not there And I can't quite explain Why you act insane Why you fail to cope Something inside your brain Trips a switch again And you lose all hope I'm not responsible If you lose control If you go too far You try and cut yourself But it doesn't help It just leaves a scar Messing around with Hands and gla** and games of Smash and and brag, I guess I'll Have to live with Cussing out All of my mistakes What do you know What do you care How could you think Things were okay How could I know Behind that stare You're on the brink I couldn't stay I'm Scarred Whatever you... Say I'm scarred Anyway Stop sleeping and start bleeding I know you're hurt and it's not fair Stop dreaming and start bleeding Blood on your shirt and in your hair It kind of hurts when you're (Here and) not there Stop dreaming and start screaming It's so hard trying not to care Stop breathing and start screaming But you're too much for me to bear It kind of hurts when you're (Here and) not there (Amelia sings Calvin's part here) What do you know What do you care How could you think Things were okay How could I know Behind that stare You're on the brink I couldn't stay I'm Scared Whatever you say I'm Scared You wouldn't stay Stop dreaming and start screaming It's so hard trying not to care Stop breathing and start screaming But you're too much for me to bear It kind of hurts when you're (Here and) not there